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032 I Dr. Bradley Jersak: Can Your Theology Heal You or Is It Hurting You?

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When I asked Dr. Bradley Jersak on my podcast, I didn’t know I was going to open up about a recent experience where my religious trauma was triggered. Our conversation was then about the theological doctrines and systems that perpetuate hierarchies and harm, and the good news of a theology of God’s love and healing.

In this episode, Jersak shares his journey through various Christian traditions, his views on theology, trauma, and justice, and how love and mercy shape his understanding of faith. He shared why certain unchristlike interpretations can contribute to personal distress and how we might move toward a more beautiful, Christlike, and trauma-informed faith. By re-evaluating these frameworks, we can find a clearer path to spiritual wholeness that aligns with the nature of God rather than fear-based systems.

From his website: “Bradley Jersak is an author and teacher based in Abbotsford, BC. He currently serves as the Principal of St. Stephen’s University (SSU.ca) in New Brunswick, where he continues as the Dean and faculty member of SSU’s School of Theology & Culture. He also teaches peace studies courses with JFI.SSU.ca and is a regular Open Table Conference crew lecturer. He is also part of the Plain Truth Ministries team, where he serves as Pastoral Scholar. He writes, edits, and does layout for CWR magazine, CWR press, and the CWRm blog. Through his books and seminars, Brad shares the good news that God is Love, perfectly revealed in Jesus Christ, and that God’s love heals wounded hearts and empowers us to heal this broken world.”

Please enjoy this episode, where we talk about:
Bradley’s journey through Baptist, Mennonite, Renewal, and Orthodox traditions,
and now the new Episcopal Church plant he is a part of.
The impact of trauma and deconstruction on faith
A critique of penal substitutionary atonement and hellfire preaching
The biblical vision of justice, mercy, and the love of God
The systemic issues in church hierarchy and patriarchy
The importance of inclusive leadership and gender equality
The role of scripture reading and interpretation in systemic change
The eschatological hope of the restoration of all things

Please visit www.bradjersak.com where you can subscribe to his Substack and find his social media links and more, and buy one of his books here or at your favorite local bookstore (as an Amazon Affiliate, I do receive a small commission for purchases from my links).

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TRANSCRIPT:

Rev. Ruth Perry (00:16)
Today I’m pleased to welcome Brad Jersak, or I should say, Reverend Doctor. Are you a Reverend?

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (00:21)
Yeah, but let’s go with Bradley, because I’m trying to be a lay person now.

Rev. Ruth Perry (00:25)
Alright, so I’m gonna start over and I’m gonna say I’m welcoming Bradley Jersak. Or should I say doctor? I just feel like

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (00:29)
That’s perfect. No.

Rev. Ruth Perry (00:31)
I should give you all the

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (00:32)
I don’t need it anymore. I’m just Bradley.

Part part of my history was was healing from the way titles become identities and measures of hierarchy that I’m not interested in at all. But okay. I did do some hard work to get there. So thanks for putting doctor in there. I am the principal of a university and I’m a professor there now. So my students call me Bradley or dear friend.

Rev. Ruth Perry (00:56)
All right.

Well now I’m gonna leave all of this in the podcast because that was beautiful.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (01:01)
Perfect.

Rev. Ruth Perry (01:01)
So I’m pleased to welcome you and I’m really excited to talk about your work today with my audience and introduce them to you. I hope that they go down a Bradley Jersak rabbit hole like I did a few years ago and really soak in your theology because it’s been really healing to me and it’s really beautiful and it has the fragrance of the Spirit of God to me. And so I couldn’t tell you how excited I am that you accepted my invitation. And I’m really excited to introduce you to the Beautiful Kingdom Builders audience. Thank you for being here today.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (01:34)
Thanks for having me and it’s good to meet you.

Rev. Ruth Perry (01:36)
Can you take us back and tell us your story? Like just as an

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (01:39)
All right.

Rev. Ruth Perry (01:40)
introduction to who you are and where you started from and how you got to where you are today.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (01:44)
Sure, so that’s that’s a loaded question because I’m 62 now. This could take a moment. Distill, distill, distill. I grew up in a conservative Baptist family and church where I have loved Jesus since I learned his name on my mother’s lap. I have loved the scriptures since I first opened my Bible. And was able to read it on my own for the first time when I was six years old.

I have loved prayer since my mom taught me to pray for everyone in the family every night. And none of that has changed. I carry that part of my Baptist heritage very seriously. And I would even say conservative in this sense. My impulse is to conserve. And what do I want to conserve? The ancient faith of Jesus Christ. And sometimes that means backtracking to double check what that was in the for the first Christians.

So I grew up 22 years there, went off to an interdenominational, even more conservative, fundamentalist Bible college, where I met my wife Eden, and she was from a Mennonite family. And some think of the Mennonites like the old Mennonites look like Amish. Her church was more like a community church. And by the time I finished my master’s degree, I was hoping to be a teacher, but no doors were opening. And her church called me and said, Would you want to come and be associate pastor of youth, young adults and outreach? And I really didn’t want to, so I made it difficult on them to hire me. But the Lord opened that door and I just fell in love with the people I was working with.

And I also was immersed then and ordained in sort of that Anabaptist heritage of where we don’t just believe in Jesus, but we believe Jesus and his call to live according to the Sermon on the Mount. And that’s why Anabaptists or Mennonites are generally peace people, because they they take seriously the Jesus way of the Sermon on the Mount, especially of radical forgiveness and enemy love.

So I did that for 10 years, and I noticed how much more Mennonites tend to stay in the gospels, and that had an impact on me. By the time I left there, we were ready to plant a church. So my wife and I partnered up with Brian and Sue West, and we planted a little church called Fresh Wind. And our idea there was to be more open to Holy Spirit renewal stuff. So we were kind of open to that world. But the focus was actually on marginalized people.

And so imagine this: let’s say 150 people, one-third of them were people with disabilities in full-time care. Rows of wheelchairs, people with autism, people with Down syndrome on the stage in the worship team serving at the altar giving the communion and dedicating the babies, you name it. It and it was a glorious mess. And those folks began drawing addicts from the community, people with drug addiction, alcoholics and so on. And some of those were from unhoused people as well.

And they would come feeling like, this is like I’m at home and I’m safe here and I’m not the noisiest person in the room because someone’s having a grand mal seizure, you know. And so I co-led it for 10 years. So after 20 years total of pastoring, I had a massive meltdown in 2008, I really crashed. It wasn’t overwork, it was just trauma after trauma after trauma in that community. You know, within a year we had had someone abducted and abused for hours. We had someone else murdered with a hammer. we had had a whole bunch of people with disabilities that died tragically sometimes because their care was neglected.

I mean it just it built and then finally I had a meltdown. I didn’t know if I could trust God anymore. And I went in I went into my own addictive behaviors to cope with that. And I realized if I don’t trust God, we’re so vulnerable with all these traumas. I need to step back. That’s where my wife Eden stepped in and she led the church, brought them through a healing period, brought me through a healing period. And it was then I realized I can’t go back to pastoring.

And so I went off and I’m like, now I think I know the questions, especially around suffering. And did my PhD work around that stuff. And by the time I got finished that in 2012, I had an offer to start teaching. And so I teach Bible and theology now. I’m at St. Stephen’s University, where I’m I’m the principal of the graduate school of and I’m Dean of Theology and Culture there.

I’ve skipped some more church stuff though. So I had the Baptist era, the Mennonite era, and then this renewal kind of church for the marginalized era. None of that was just church hopping. I was all in doing, you know, serving in these churches, and I’ve collected all the gifts and treasures from those years, and I’ve not discarded any of them. I really appreciate it. But I also during you know, probably the 2000s, I came into contact with an old monk. He looks, he literally looks like Gandalf.

And in the Orthodox tradition, and so I’d visit his monastery and he began to show me how the Eastern Church, 350 million Christians in the world. How they approach the scriptures. And there was some things that were really in alignment with that sort of Mennonite version of the nonviolent God who’s revealed perfectly in Jesus. And some of your viewers I don’t know, I know you have, if you were to Google Jersak and Gospel in Chairs and Denver.

You’ll see a 30-minute presentation of what I learned from that monk, in fact. And I began attending there and the monastery would have weekend services, and it really became part of my recovery, where we heard the word mercy or merciful 154 times in two hours every Sunday as part of the liturgy. That’s what I needed. I needed a mercy bath.

More recently now I’m helping out with another church plant, an Episcopal Church that’s led by Ama, it’s like Mama, Cherith Fee Nordling. And so and what I love about that is I am an egalitarian at heart. I picked this up from the Mennonites, and that I believe women should be in every role that a man can be. And so I’ve really, really been spiritually thriving under female mentorship through the years. Which brings me to today. And here I am. Hello, Reverend Ruth.

Rev. Ruth Perry (07:42)
Hello. That’s such a beautiful story. And I really appreciate the appreciation you have for the different traditions you’ve experienced. Because

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (07:50)
yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (07:51)
I do think that, you know, we’re all expressing our revelation of God that we have and that we understand. And there’s a lot of beauty in all the different ways that people express that revelation of God.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (08:03)
Yeah. Think about the body of Christ not just as individuals, but as these movements. And who

Rev. Ruth Perry (08:08)
Yes.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (08:08)
are we to say we don’t need them, right? So I’m quite ecumenical that way, meaning I have learned to learn from those who have seen what I haven’t seen.

Rev. Ruth Perry (08:19)
Well, I appreciate that something I see in you, which is why I think your faith is beautiful, is that your spirit does show the fruit of the spirit love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, self-control in ways that some of the spiritual authorities of my past don’t have those same fruit evident consistently. I mean I don’t know you consistently, but I get that from hearing your teachings and listening to your other podcast interviews you’ve been on. And I know I don’t know you, but I feel like I trust you and that your message has a lot of truth as my faith has grown, it does ring true to me. And I guess one of the things that I’m curious about

So this week in my context, I went to a local board meeting because we have some people in our community who want to revise our local library policies and procedures in a way that would create discrimination where we’re complying currently with non-discrimination laws and we’re receiving state funds because of that that would this would jeopardize. And there were a lot of people that came to the meeting to speak out and I came to speak out myself.

And I felt really triggered by the meeting because the chairperson who was really driving this effort reminded me so much of my upbringing in the conservative Baptist faith. And it was surprising to me how triggered I was by the meeting and by that experience and feeling really agitated and a lot of adrenaline pumping.

And something that I really appreciate about your book Out of the Embers is you talk so much about the trauma of deconstruction in a way that I haven’t heard other people speak of deconstruction and how painful the experience is. Can you speak to that just growing awareness of trauma and how it impacts us and to the experience of trauma in deconstruction.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (10:09)
Yeah. That’s a great question. So let’s start with your story. You used the word triggered and you realized the meeting was the trigger, the man chairing, I’m assuming it was a man chairing, was the trigger, but the trigger indicates a earlier trauma. And and that was related to pastoral authority in in a church you’d experience.

Well, the the bad news about that is you it makes your heart pound and probably gives you a headache, and and and so you have to become super self-aware. I don’t think the solution to triggers is getting rid of all the people who trigger us. That’s been a silly kind of move that folks have made, even those who are looking for safe space. It’s like I want spaces where no one will trigger me.

Well, what if we looked at that? What if we went back and said, what was going on back there that is coming up now that still needs healing work? And so that’s where I would start. I would also want to be super compassionate about that because having trauma triggered means that trauma’s lodged in you somewhere and you didn’t put it there. And that requires gentleness, it requires healing. You don’t get to just say, don’t be triggered, right? And we’re not gonna be able to wait until all of our triggers are gone and all of our traumas are healed in order to speak truth to power. So sometimes that’s very uncomfortable and it it’s costly to you and your nervous system. And and so I honor you for stepping up anyway.

Further, it doesn’t justify the one triggering you either. You are identifying a pattern that needs addressing. So that’s a lot on the table, isn’t it? But if we could boil it down, to say yes, continue speaking for justice and goodness and mercy. Keep speaking in ways that resist, let’s say racism or sexism or homophobia or whatever, any kind of belittling or othering of those who aren’t like us. And while you do that, you’re noting how it’s impacting you. And I would attend to it.

And so that’s what I do. I mean I my nervous system was really damaged in two thousand eight. As far as I’m aware, it’s not fully recovered and I no longer expect that. So it just means I need a healing team around me. So I attend 12-step meetings for that. I see a spiritual director for that. I ad hoc will see a counselor for that, have it for a while. But I really firmly believe that doing that inner work, I can’t do it by myself. And it’s not about sucking it up.

I am nervous when self-care becomes our highest value. It makes us unhireable, actually. We have generations we may lose over that one. But we do self-care and we do it so that we’re more effective and that the impact on your religious PTSD, which by the way is a real thing. One of our master’s students just did her her thesis on that. And that religious PTSD.

Well, since you mentioned trauma, what she identified was the similarities between religious PTSD that comes from being raised with a retributive God, a punisher god, how similar the fruit is in that to women in recovery houses from domestic violence. And she said, based on the correlation of the bad fruit, she goes, I don’t need a a biblical or theological debate to demonstrate these doctrines are wrong. Because Jesus said, look at the fruit. And as the fruit of a doctrine looks like victimization by domestic violence, then we’ve got to push back. So that’s a lot, but it’s about you, you know, in terms of trauma. Does that kind of ring true or how how’s that landing for you?

Rev. Ruth Perry (13:45)
Yeah, absolutely. I have done some therapy and some EMDR therapy for religious trauma. It wasn’t something I was really aware that I had religious trauma until I had a similar kind of breakdown when I was 40. I’m 46 now.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (14:01)
Mm-hmm.

Rev. Ruth Perry (14:02)
And my daughter watched the video of the meeting at the library and she told me, You were so nice to that man. I wish you hadn’t been so nice. And I could feel myself fawning, like having a traumatic response where I did, I fawned.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (14:15)
Wow.

Rev. Ruth Perry (14:15)
I said it, I gave him a compliment before I made my peace.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (14:18)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (14:19)
And I wish I had said things more strongly. So it was kind of a jarring experience. We’re looking back where I feel like I’ve done a lot of healing work, but I guess I’m not there yet.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (14:28)
That’s profound though, cause to distinguish Christ-like mercy from fawning when they can look alike, right? Look at the fruit of the Spirit you exhibited. And you know what? Maybe you did. But the shadow side of that is a traumatic fawning response. That’s quite a insight. I’m glad that you noticed, you know.

Rev. Ruth Perry (14:48)
Yeah, I didn’t mean to bring it up today, but I just feel like I’m in good hands. And so thank you for listening to that and giving some advice.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (14:55)
Yeah, for sure.

Rev. Ruth Perry (14:57)
So what are the things about religious fundamentalism that do cause religious trauma?

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (15:02)
Okay, so I think some of it is doctrinal and some of it is around practice and and structures, systems, right? What do you want to cover first?

Rev. Ruth Perry (15:12)
Anything. Everything.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (15:13)
Okay. So it could be a chicken and egg thing anyway, but I do think they correlate, as the great band ACDC once asked, who made who? So is it a nurture or nature thing and is it a doctrine or practice thing? And what I mean by that is sometimes we will generate God in our own image. And if that image arises from a culture that is punitive, that is exclusive, you just begin building in that image of God, and it’s absolutely an idol. Or, if you have a God you believe is retributive, the punisher God, the one who needs his wrath satisfied, all of that stuff, then that God will then have a trickle-down effect, you begin to emulate that God, and it’s a feedback loop.

I generate this violent God, this violent God shapes me. And so I’ll start with doctrine then. In the order I discovered things. First I began to question whether the cross was about satisfying God’s wrath through the punishment of his son. We called that penal substitutionary atonement. Penal as in punishment. Substitute is God has to punish somebody. He actually is not free to forgive. And he can either punish you or he can punish Jesus. Take your pick.

And so Jesus takes your punishment. And I defended that. I grew up with that. We call that an atonement theory now. I thought it was the gospel. And I did my Master of Arts thesis, a hundred and eighty page defense of that doctrine. So I promise you I’m not just making a caricature. But it’s about this satisfaction of wrath through violence. And it doesn’t take too much figuring out to see how that turns into retribution in our penal system. So instead of being a justice system, you end up with a penal system where wrath is satisfied through punishment.

But not just our penal system. It ends up in how we treat people, how we treat the other, even how we treat our children. I can’t just forgive. That’s not good parenting. I have to punish. And what we find out is how often that that is connected in both spousal cases and parental cases, that there is an abuse that happens because there’s anger attached to it. And they’re going, of course there is. It’s the wrath of God.

So that penal substitutionary atonement, people need to know that is not the only way to see the cross. In fact, that way is 500 years old. I’m a conservative. I want to conserve the gospel that we see in, let’s say, the book of Acts, where that never ever comes up once in any evangelistic sermon to Jews or Gentiles, individuals or groups. Never.

What is it about? The cross is a revelation that God is radically forgiving, self-giving, co-suffering love, and that He has poured that out into this world in a way that overcomes Satan’s sin and death. It is the love of God revealed on the cross, not his wrath. In fact, on the cross, God makes a specific no to wrath and yes to forgiveness.

So I start with the cross, and then that begins to trickle out. If God doesn’t have to punish, if God is free to forgive, based on the work of Christ, not in my faith, but by the grace of God, then we should double check this doctrine of eternal conscious torment. The idea of what I call infernalism, it’s about that hell is the never ending punishment of the sinners who didn’t say the right prayer because they didn’t grow up in the right community.

Something’s off about that. And what we found out is even in the evangelical world now, that’s not the only way to see it because we double checked the Bible. I wrote a book about it called Her Gates Will Never Be Shut. And yes, there’s judgment. Yes, we need a willing faith to response, but it’s restorative judgment, it’s restorative justice. So Jesus says, if I’m lifted up, and then John clarifies he was talking about the cross. I will draw all people to myself.

I think he’s right. I don’t believe Jesus was mistaken or lying, and he gives us as that as a promise. Well, then where does judgment fit in? It’s the means to that end, cleansing judgment. I wish I had heard less hellfire preaching and more soap preaching. But Malachi says he will come with a refiner’s fire that purifies the gold. And with launderer’s soap, which washes out the stains, right?

So, that’s where I went from there. Because a lot of the revivalists who traumatized me as a little boy, they held a smoking gun to our heads called hell and said, unless you pray this prayer, you’re going to hell forever. So I’d pray the prayer. Does that sound like a willing faith response, or is that a hostage situation, right?

And then the third one was then we began to look at the Old Testament texts and seeing all the even the call to genocide without mercy, which we have now somehow employed at times, the book of Joshua, book of Judges, First Samuel, and said, See, we can go and kill others in the name of God, our crusades, our crusades against the Muslim nations. They’re the enemy and we’re God’s servants and He’s on our side, all of that.

And Jesus comes along and he says, You’ve heard it said, but I’m telling you. And for me, then Jesus gets the final word. And he teaches us that the Old Testament was pointing to him. And when it points to him, he comes along and he says, I’m telling you. You don’t retaliate. You love your enemies. You pray for your enemies. You bless your enemies. You forgive your enemies, even if they crucify you.

And then he lives by what he says. So those are all doctrinal elements that I think have created horrendous religious trauma. And yet these other the major movements in the body of Christ have already seen that. So we don’t have to believe any of that stuff as if we’re being unfaithful.

I want to talk to structures and systems, but I want to pause first, see if you have any questions or comments about the doctrine.

Rev. Ruth Perry (21:04)
I was thinking about when I was growing up and praying for my grandparents who are United Methodists and now I’m serving in a United Methodist denomination. But I used to pray for their salvation ’cause I was so afraid that they were going to hell because they weren’t Baptists like me.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (21:15)
Yeah. Yeah. Been there. And all you, you as a little child, you’re looking at all these people who are going to hell and you know it and you love them and you wonder, doesn’t God love them? Yes, God loves them and He doesn’t want them to go to hell. So you have to convince them or they will. And if you don’t, their blood’s on your hands. I mean it was it was pretty rank. And yeah, that’ll traumatize you.

Rev. Ruth Perry (21:38)
With religious fundamentalism there’s so much emphasis on, you know, don’t spare the rod or you’ll spoil the child and even like don’t hold your crying baby because you’ll spoil your baby and there’s so much of that the baby’s trying to manipulate you and I do see

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (21:52)
Good Lord.

Rev. Ruth Perry (21:52)
so much trauma from kids who have grown up with religious parents who I believe were well meaning and they were misled through authorities who had really tragic beliefs.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (22:04)
Yeah. That is connected to doctrine as well. So in the Latin, there’s a Latin doctrine of original sin says that every baby is born inheriting the guilt of Adam, and therefore they’re born damned. And so you gotta make sure they get saved quickly, right? And that doctrine only began in about four hundred AD.

Up until then, they’re like, no, we’re all gifts from God. We bear his image. And yes, we’re thrown into a situation where stumbling will be inevitable. But because it’s inevitable and we’re moral toddlers bound to trip, God’s only just response is mercy, and that’s exactly what he gives us. But if you believe that every child is born damned, well, that’s terrifying. We did have a age of accountability thing. Well, they kinda God gives them a you know

Rev. Ruth Perry (22:50)
Little wiggle room there.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (22:51)
A little, a little wiggle room. Back in our day, it’s like the first time they’re defiant. Okay, now so they’re two. now with Gen Z, you gotta make the age of accountability about 30, but that’s a joke.

Rev. Ruth Perry (23:03)
Can you explain more about justice and holiness in regards to God doctrinally then, if God is not punitive when we’re not just or holy?

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (23:14)
Yeah, very good. So we’ll hear that a lot, right? God is love, but he’s also holy. God is love, but he’s also just. God is love, but he’s also righteous. God is love, but but but. And we have to have a but removal surgery here. Here’s the nature of God according to First John. God is love. So think about nature, and I will say essence.

So essence would be who God is from all eternity, and that can’t change. That’s the core of who God is. That’s God’s essence. And then is God’s nature is then, in terms of good-natured person, right? Nature is how we interact, how we come into the world, how we’re experienced. So God’s essence and nature is love. Period. No, no buts. Think of that like let’s say a diamond.

And there’s no impurities in that diamond. That’s all the way down. So now if you take righteousness, justice, and holiness as something other than, but right, as over against love, well, the righteousness and holiness and justice that is not God’s love, that is not God’s nature, that’s the Pharisees who killed Jesus. That’s the fundamentalists who string up Black people in the lynching trees.

So then what is it? Well, so the righteousness, justice, and holiness of God are facets of that love, and that limits what they can look like. There can only be just love, righteous love, holy love. And if the nature of love is to restore, then restorative justice and a kind of holiness that Jesus in the Sermon on the Mount, both Matthew and Luke, he actually says that be holy or be perfect as the Heavenly Father is perfect, and then he describes it: invite everybody to the banquet. He because he is he is generous and kind to the righteous and to the wicked. So that’s holiness. We turned holiness, that is not love, into exclusion, the very opposite of Jesus’ own definition.

So I don’t have any problem with holiness, righteousness, and justice as long as they are always, ever, only facets of his divine nature. And that’s pretty simple from the scriptures. I can give you, I tell you, because I know Calvinism really well. I wore it for a while. The pushback on that is here’s what they do with it. They’re like, and I’ve heard Baptists say, God is not love. I’m like, okay, what? They’re like, God is only love to the elect.

I won’t even argue with that. The theological term for that is cuckoo. I know I’m enough of a biblicist to know when we’re violating scripture to say something like that. That is twisting scripture to fit some system that is a reflection of our own exclusion and prejudice. And it’s demonic, frankly. So whoo, I said that. But yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (25:56)
Yeah. Well, my experience growing up with that Calvinist worldview was that I was elect and I was in, I was a golden child of my church, of my family.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (26:04)
Mm. Yep. Yep.

Rev. Ruth Perry (26:06)
And I received so much affirmation and love and support. But then when I hit that wall of deconstruction because of a church split and my family having issues going on and I was just really overwhelmed, that perfect image of my faith and my family was crumbling. I watched some Brennan Manning videos and I realized he was teaching that God loves me unconditionally.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (26:29)
Wow, hey.

Rev. Ruth Perry (26:30)
And that was a brand new concept. I had never felt unconditionally loved. I had been striving and fearful and felt like I was a sinner in the hand of an angry God.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (26:38)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (26:39)
And it was such a tenuous situation for even someone who was just really killing it being a Christian.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (26:44)
Yeah. Isn’t that interesting too that here this was our big critique as Protestants of the Catholics, that they believed in salvation by works. But here you were dying of striving, and then a Catholic comes along, Brennan,

Rev. Ruth Perry (26:59)
Yes.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (26:59)
and says his love is unconditional. What a, how the, how that boat flipped over, I don’t know, but we’re grateful for his life in ministry and he really demonstrated that even a very broken man with his own addictions had come to the end of himself and he knew it’s the grace of God even in my relapses or it’s nothing at all. And now that’s a grace message, right?

Rev. Ruth Perry (27:21)
Yeah.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (27:21)
We should talk about systems a little bit ’cause that’s the other side of your trauma and it’s coming up now.

Rev. Ruth Perry (27:24)
Yeah, that would be helpful.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (27:26)
So what are some of the ways that religious systems perpetuate trauma? So there’s a kind of reading of scripture that is not like the early church read the Bible. I’ve written a I’ve written a book called A More Christlike Word, the Emmaus Way of Reading Scripture, where Jesus tells us how to read scripture, and the early church has left us documents that I share in my book, about here’s how you read the Bible.

We went into a weird kind of literalism, probably as a result of modernism, where we thought we could just have rules of interpretation where we’ll be certain what it means. And those are often very unchristlike and wooden literalism. That kind of way of reading scripture s seems then to generate hierarchies. So a hierarchy of who’s important, who’s unimportant, who can lead, who can’t lead. Who’s in and who’s out, and so those literalistic readings have created systems of well, first of all, domination style leadership that is a reflection of empire.

So domination taking over, and that can happen by when a pastor thinks they’re the king of the church, or even like if a power group gets control of the votes, right? But it’s about domination then. And that is the opposite of Philippians 2, where he says, have this mind in you that it was in Christ Jesus, that even though he, or even because he was equal with God, he didn’t think that equality with God was a thing you grasp and cling to but he humbled himself. He emptied himself.

Well that’s not hierarchy, that’s kenarchy, we call it. So kenarchy is the word there for emptied himself, kenosis. So it is servant leadership, basically, by laying your life down and washing the feet of your disciples. So the whole domination thing, it’s like, you know what? If that’s going on, probably you should flee that system because it will put its boot on your throat at some point.

Specific then to that, hierarchy tends to default into patriarchy, and that is male-only leadership through horrendous literalistic interpretations and translations of obscure scriptures compared to the very clear gospel texts that should be at the center in Christ. There is neither Jew nor Greek, male nor female, slave nor free, all of that. But anytime you have a hierarchy, so you will find a way to put women lower, you will find a way to put children lower, you will find a way to put the poor lower, you will find a way to put other races lower, the immigrant lower, everything but and of course who’s on the top? I am. I’m a straightish white guy. I say straightish because you know I’m very straight, but kind of have a crush on Brad Pitt, okay?

Rev. Ruth Perry (30:10)
Ha ha

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (30:11)
That was a joke. Okay, so anyway. But the like, so the straight white guys get the power and they hang on to it. And I just don’t believe in that. And so part of the reason that I’m part of this Episcopal Church plant, I’ve not left the Orthodox Church, but I don’t believe in all male leadership. I don’t believe in patriarchy. I don’t believe in hierarchy. That’s not the Jesus way. And so I’m very pleased that my priest is Cherith Fee Nordling, a wonderful woman mentor. And I’m very pleased that when she serves the Eucharist, even she says, We are here to express the radical hospitality of Jesus to his table, where everyone, without exception, is welcome. I mean, it’s a gospel moment, right?

And so, it would be sort of like, but what if they’re not Christians? Well, we’re serving his body and blood. If they want and need the body and blood of Christ, I guess that’s how some of them become Christians. So I do remember back in the day we had this Satanist guy, Ken. This Satanist started coming to our church Fresh Wind, right? And one day he shows up at the communion table and the people serving communion run over to me. It’s like, the Satanist wants communion.

And so I said, Say this to him. This is his body for your healing. Do you need it? Yes. This is his blood that washes away your sins, shame, and guilt. Do you need it? Yes. And then Ken received the healing, the cleansing, the forgiveness that is present in the Eucharist. And my goodness, we’d be in trouble with so many people. So then Ken became a Christian Satanist, I guess. And at the next Easter service, he was on our stage performing a rap that sounded like a prophetic utterance, right?

And yeah, it was risky, but my point is there’s this kind of that’s the kind of leveling of the playing field out of the hierarchy, even of the elect and non-elect, or Jesus saying in the Sermon on the Mount. Not everyone who says Lord Lord is in fellowship with me. So let’s be a little slow on our claims here. But those who do the will of my father. And that’s not about performing.

It’s just like someone calling themselves a Christian means almost nothing to me now. That brand is tainted. I want to see who’s following Jesus, you know, and not by performance, but by the fruit in their lives. All of that then undermines those systems of power and exclusion. Does that make sense?

Rev. Ruth Perry (32:41)
Yeah, I’m kind of curious what you would say about Genesis when God gave dominion. How do you explain what dominion looks like? Because I know some think that that means we have authority to conquer and conquest.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (32:54)
Geez, How we got from dominion to conquest is quite a leap, isn’t it?

Rev. Ruth Perry (32:59)
Yeah.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (32:59)
But I do really see it as stewardship. So dominion is being a gardener, after the pattern of the gardener. And what I love about it is in John, when John’s talking about Jesus’ arrest, he’s playing with that. He’s like starts the story: there was a garden. You’re like, yeah, there was a garden, wasn’t there? And then in a little while Jesus comes to Mary Magdalene and she thinks he’s a gardener. And I say she’s not mistaken.

And what does a gardener do, right? I’ve got some garlic and and some lavender that and some echinacea I planted outside. Whatever I’m doing to try to keep those flourishing and fruitful, doesn’t look like conquest. it looks like nurturing, it looks like watering, it looks it, it looks like tilling and all of the good things. So I I think, but you can see how that imperial mindset invades a scripture like that and then we end up dumping toxic waste into Lake Ontario

Rev. Ruth Perry (33:56)
Yes!

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (33:57)
and because the Lord’s gonna return in twenty years anyway. I mean it’s so awful. And then just one other thing then that reminds me then also we do have a dominant version of evangelical end times preaching that is looking to bring back Jesus by causing Armageddon. And we need to repent. Blessed are the peacemakers, they will be called children of God.

Well, guess what we did? We actually named handguns and missiles peacemakers. We stole that word from Jesus and turned it into destruction. I can’t think of many worse blasphemies. But we know what he means: that James tells us those who sow in peace will reap a harvest of justice or righteousness. You don’t sow violence to get peace. You sow peace to get justice. And that’s the Jesus way that I’m very interested in, but it seems now to be a minority report.

Troubling.

I do want to share a there I saw I have a friend, he’s a church growth and health consultant and he does a survey wherever he goes. Liberal churches, progressive churches, conservative churches, fundamentalist churches. He goes to all of them, right? And he goes to these things on weekends. So it’s not sort of your Sunday church goers or marginal attendees. It’s like people really invested in helping the church grow and be healthy.

So we’re talking about active members. He presents the Sermon on the Mount, the section on love your enemies, bless your enemies, pray for your enemies, invite everybody to your table. He presents that paragraph, and in his survey, 74%, and we’re talking thousands of people have done the poll. 74% considered that paragraph, if they were conservatives, as a compromise with unrighteousness. 72% of progressives. So even on the left, 72% complicity with injustice. So right and left, almost three-quarters of those who claim to be Christians reject the very words of Jesus when they’re presented like that.

But I believe Christ is bringing us all along, but I do wanna say it feels like following Jesus in what he actually said and called us to is a minority report and always has been. So I’m not too worried about that. It’s not we’re not having a vote if Jesus was right or not. But I do wanna be faithful and that’s kind of where I go back to to test it.

Rev. Ruth Perry (36:18)
So can you tell us what your end time view is?

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (36:22)
I used to know everything. You need to know this. I was 21 at the time, and I had all the graphs charted out. Probably the third or fourth time we got the dates wrong, I gave that up. And in moving toward a more Eastern theology, and I would say scripture focused, how can I summarize?

Well, first of all, the Nicene Creed, I’m a creedal Christian. That means, you know, all Catholics, all Orthodox, Anglican, and so on. Those who aren’t making up their own faith statement would cite the Nicene Creed. Here’s what it says about the end, and then I’ll tell you two opinions I’d have. So this would be dogma. He will come again with glory to judge the living and the dead. And we look forward to the resurrection of the dead and the life of the age to come. Period. Amen. Period. That’s it. That’s the whole thing.

And as I said before, that judgment will be restorative. But they didn’t put that in there because they also said, you know, if you don’t believe that, you could still affirm this. They were quite inclusive that way. I think messing with that dogma, adding stuff that you have to believe, is probably a formal heresy. ‘Cause we’ve got the dogma, you don’t toy with that.

That said, two things I see in the New Testament. One is if you want a picture of the end times, of the end, you look at the Mount of Transfiguration. That’s it right there. Christ transfigured, and you can already see Moses and Elijah are able to stand in the light and glory of his transfiguration. The disciples can’t yet, but I believe that the end game is the transfiguration of all things and all people.

That leads me to my other text. In Acts 3, Peter’s preaching about heaven is holding Jesus until. The restoration of all things and all people. I mean it just says the restoration of all. And he’s talking specifically of people, but I think it’s the whole cosmos. So if it’s the transfiguration and the restoration of all, I don’t know how we get there. So I won’t pretend I do. But it’s a glorious vision, and it’s a vision that I can sew into now.

So if I think that the end game is the restoration of all things, because that’s what he says, if I think that Jesus was right when he says he’ll draw all people to himself, how will I live today? I will treat everybody as somebody on that path. And I will sew whatever I can that will nourish their restoration. That’s why I’m a big fan of 12-step recovery, for example. They’ve done much more good, probably, than any other religious movement in the world in terms of seeing the power of restoration through surrender to the care of a loving God. Sign me up. And so I did. I’ve been hanging out with them since two thousand eight.

And even before actually a little bit, but I just feel like they’re on to something there. That God is a loving, caring, forgiving, healing, responsive, relational God, and what they don’t insist on is that you figure it out right away that that was revealed in Jesus. But I do, and I’m allowed to say that there. I think he revealed this in Jesus. So yeah. So there, there you’ve got my eschatology in a minute. It would it used to take hours.

Rev. Ruth Perry (39:28)
Well, that’s just a sign that you’ve done a lot of work.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (39:31)
Distill and no less. Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (39:33)
I’m going to ask you one more selfish question because I’m a local church pastor and in the lectionary, the gospel passage this week is the parable of the vineyard laborers who started at different times of the day.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (39:45)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (39:46)
And so I’ve been contemplating on that this week. And then just this morning, I saw a reflection of someone talking about reading that text through the lens of the five o’clock labors and comparing them to our Latino immigrants in America that we’re currently, you know, putting in for-profit detention centers and holding without due process and ripping families apart and sending people back to countries that they were never in before and back to violence and danger and the way we’re treating our Latino neighbors, by the vote of Christians largely, that these policies are in place.

And so today I’ve been reflecting on how do I, as a local church pastor who wants to preach the word of God as good news, also talk about justice for my Christian Latino, I mean not even just Christian, but I think we forget that we’re talking about largely Christian siblings in the faith and we’re allowing this to happen to them

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (40:42)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (40:43)
in a context of a conservative culture that probably voted for it too.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (40:48)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (40:48)
What is your pastor to pastor advice?

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (40:51)
I would just say what you just said. That’s amazing. I love that. Preach. You know, and you can always get food stamps next week.

Rev. Ruth Perry (40:59)
Yeah.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (41:00)
But, I will so first of all, I could not agree more strongly with everything you just said. So let’s start there. What I think you’re uncovering there is that a parable about unconditional grace actually brings about the justice we’re looking for, right? Because the complainers are the ones who are saying it’s an injustice. What’s the injustice? And he’s like, are you going to complain to me? This is my money here. I can pay whoever I want whatever I want. And if I give them the same at the end of the day as I gave you for that’s my call, not yours.

And so they’re complaining this isn’t fair. And maybe the way he’s coming at that complaint is that this is grace. Do you want to live by grace or do you want to live by fair? Because we could do that, couldn’t we? Are you sure you want to do that? Because if you’re sure you want to do that, then we’re going to talk about complicity and we’re going to talk about privilege and we’re going to talk about reparations and we’re going to talk. That’s what you so I don’t know. I think I would go with the grace. And so you’re just causing these thoughts in me now to sow the scandalous the scandalous grace that I would even call Indiscriminate.

Doesn’t feel fair. But it’s the only way you get to justice. And if instead you withhold to get to justice, so it will be done to you. The measure with which you judge, you will be judged. So you don’t get to live in the land of grace and keep someone else in the land of the law. That’s not how it works. But if you want to, it’s not even a threat from God. It’s just a natural spiritual law

You will be judged, even in this life by other people. Never mind God. Right? So that’s kind of some first thoughts I have about it. I’ll probably have to go do some journaling now because of you, thank you. Yeah, it’s a grace message that brings about justice. Hmm. Indiscriminate. That’s so scandalous. How could he? Glad he did. Glad he did.

Rev. Ruth Perry (42:58)
Amen.

Well, thank you so much for coming on my little podcast and being such a blessing to me and to my audience, I hope. And I’m gonna put lots of links in the show notes to send people to watch some of my favorite teachings you’ve done. And I wanna give you the last word. What would you want to say as the final message?

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (43:18)
Well, I do wanna give a invitation. Part of my deal is if people go to SSU.ca, there may be folks who would like to learn more. You could come study with me online or in person and we talk about the intersection of theology and culture and how we can transcend the r right left culture wars without exiting the world, still engaging with the work of justice. And we have peace and justice degrees, we have reconciliation studies degrees, and now we have a transformative leadership degree with a lot of voices from the global south helping us decolonize our theology. So if people want to look at su.ca, CA is for Canada, but we’re an international school with the travel modules to South Africa. Check in there. So that’s my pitch.

But my last message maybe for today would be like, mercy triumphs over judgment.

Rev. Ruth Perry (44:11)
Amen. Thank you so much, Bradley.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (44:13)
Welcome,

Rev. Ruth Perry (44:13)
God bless.

Dr. Bradley Jersak – SSU.ca (44:14)
You too.


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029 I Lisa Sharon Harper on The Very Good Gospel and Fortune

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Several years ago, I read Lisa Sharon Harper’s book, The Very Good Gospel, and it rocked my world. She asked the simple question: was the evangelical gospel presentation good news to her enslaved great-great-great grandmother, who had lived a life of subjection and oppression, who had been repeatedly raped and whose children had been stolen from her, time and time again? Would hearing that she was a sinner and that God had to punish her for her sins, but Jesus took that punishment for her and if she believed that, she could go to heaven when she dies sound like good news to someone who had suffered so much in this life? And then Lisa Sharon Harper fleshed out very good news, of God’s plan of redemption and healing for all that was broken by the Fall, a vision of shalom and wholeness and peace for all of God’s creation. I highly recommend you read The Very Good Gospel!

So when Harper’s book, Fortune: How Race Broke My Family and the World–and How to Repair It All came out, I bought it immediately. But it sat on my nightstand for over a year as I worked up the nerve to be heartbroken for her family, and for all of the families that have been wrenched apart by racism in our country. It was another powerful read. Lisa Sharon Harper is a prophet of reconciliation and healing and I pray that those who have “ears to hear” will recognize that in our conversation.

In this episode, we talked about Harper’s faith background and journey to understanding justice. We talked about the biblical concept of shalom and its relevance today; about the historical roots of systemic racism in Christian theology, and how Plato and Aristotle have influenced Western theologians, leading to justification for colonization and slavery. And we talked about the biblical view of equality and justice in Paul’s writings, and the our future hope of reconciliation and new creation as Christians.

I hope you enjoy our conversation, and then be sure to follow Lisa Sharon Harper’s work and continue to learn from her.

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TRANSCRIPT:

Rev. Ruth Perry (00:17)
My guest today is Lisa Sharon Harper, who has maybe more than anyone else, impacted my own faith as someone who I’ve read and followed for a long time. And so I’m just brimming with gratitude today that you would come on my podcast. And I just want to say right out from the gate that this is something that I know about you, is that you love people.

And that your ministry is coming from a good place. You’re a good person with a massive heart. And you coming here today is just another sign of the goodness of Lisa Sharon Harper. And so I’m thrilled that you would come on today so I can introduce you to my audience.

Lisa Sharon Harper (00:53)
O my goodness. Thank you so much, Reverend Perry. I mean, it’s actually a real honor to be with you and your community today. And I am honored to be a part of your story, any part of your story. Thank you so much for reaching out and I’m excited to be in conversation with you.

Rev. Ruth Perry (01:09)
Well, I had you on to tell your story, but let me just say why you’re such a big part of my story before we start. I’m probably the evangelical church’s golden child. I couldn’t have been a better evangelical. That was how I was raised. Not in the Bible belt, but very influenced by the evangelical culture in my formation years.

I went to a Christian college, Gordon College, to study music so I could do music ministry in the church because I didn’t think women could have this kind of ministry that I have today.

Lisa Sharon Harper (01:40)
Come on.

Rev. Ruth Perry (01:41)
And while I was at Gordon College, they advertised a spring mission trip to go build a house for Habitat for Humanity. And I signed up because I thought the student leader was really cute and maybe I’d get to know him. But they had too many people sign up, so they put half of us into a mission trip to Washington, DC to learn about racial reconciliation. And I did not know that I didn’t know so many things. And I’m continuing to learn. That was 24 years ago. White evangelicals do not know a lot. And one of the

Lisa Sharon Harper (02:11)
Yeah. Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (02:12)
biggest lessons that I learned that week was to listen better. And I learned that most white evangelicals are only listening, of the people that they are friends with and following, one percent is non-white. And so the first

Lisa Sharon Harper (02:24)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (02:24)
thing I did 24 years ago is I tried to diversify my algorithm. And I was just listening to all male pastors and book writers. And I started, I don’t remember exactly when I found your ministry, but I followed you and I devoured

The very good gospel in twenty sixteen. I just read Fortune this this summer.

Lisa Sharon Harper (02:48)
Good.

Rev. Ruth Perry (02:48)
But The Very Good Gospel really changed my theology in profound ways.

Lisa Sharon Harper (02:52)
Mm-hmm.

Rev. Ruth Perry (02:53)
And so welcome. Can you tell us, Lisa, a little bit about your faith background and I’m especially interested in hearing about where you came from and how you came to your first pilgrimage, because pilgrimage is a big part of what you do. So could we start there today?

Lisa Sharon Harper (03:07)
Well, that’s really great. First of all, I wanna say I see your Ruby Woo lipstick. Hello. Speaking of pilgrimages, we did this for those who don’t know. We used to do a pilgrimage called the Ruby Woo pilgrimage. It was a women’s empowerment pilgrimage for evangelical women. And we did three of them and they were amazing. And actually we were gonna keep it going, but then COVID happened and you know.

So but my story, I can’t start my story at myself. It has to begin with my ancestors. And the reason for that is because there’s a larger story than just my decision to follow Jesus at the altar in 1983, August 21st, around 9 30 PM at a Sunday evening camp church meeting. That’s where, white evangelicals will begin the story, right? Because that’s the date that I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior.

Or what I like to call the date I jumped the broom with Jesus. But if I’m honest, and also for us to appreciate that moment and what came after, we have to go back because my family is a black family in America. And we actually have a deep and long history with the Episcopal Church in America, the black Episcopal Church in America.

If you’ve read Fortune, Fortune Game McGee was born and raised in 1687 on the eastern shore of Maryland. And her family line goes in a few different directions, and one of those directions goes to two historians have traced her progeny to James Fourten, who changed his name to Fortin, we believe, when he went up north, in order to avoid slave catchers who were looking for Fortunes because they were usually escaped enslaved people. But he became one of the richest people in Philadelphia, regardless of race. He was one of the richest people in Philadelphia, and he helped to fund the abolitionist movement.

He also helped to start the black stream of the Episcopal Church, when Absalom Jones founded St. Thomas’s Episcopal African Episcopal Church here in Philadelphia, the church I now go to. And so he helped to put the seed money up for that. He was one of the founders of that church. And so our history in the Black Episcopal Church goes way back. So my mom, when she grew up, she grew up going to the Black Episcopal Church, to St. Simon’s Church, which is really just a few blocks down from where I live now, in in South Philadelphia. and that was one of the five major black Episcopal churches here in Philadelphia.

My great-grandmother went to St. Simon’s and then other black Episcopal churches. but my mom actually stopped going to church in the 1960s because she was so disillusioned. It was her job in the 60s, with SNCC, the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee, to organize churches, to get churches in Philadelphia to host Stokely Carmichael when he came into town. He was the leader of SNCC at the time, Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee. And it was her job to get him pulpits to speak in. And nobody would have him speak after he spoke on black power. When he got up on the bed of that truck I think it’s Broad Street Park down in Mississippi, Money, Mississippi, near Money. And he said, We need to get us some black power. We need to be able to break any political machine that wants to come against us. White America took that as a existential threat. And the black church even in the United States at that time was not fully engaged in actually trying to stay out of trouble.

So when my mom was calling around to churches, there was only one church in all of Philadelphia that would take Stokely Carmichael and place him in the pulpit. And that I believe was the Church of the Ascension. And so my mom was disillusioned and she left the church. And really the Civil Rights Movement became her church. And so I didn’t grow up in church.

So when I found Jesus, I grew up asking the question of who is God and what is prayer and, Who’s this Jesus guy? I thought that Luke was the main man in the Bible because that is the name of the church that where I was I was baptized, Saint Luke. And we went there like every other Easter on a good year, you know. but obviously he’s not the main man. He did write one of the main texts, but he’s not the main man. And so it was in the context of a white evangelical parachurch ministry, Young Life.

And then subsequently a white evangelical little country church, Wesleyan Church in Cape May, New Jersey, where I began to go every week to the youth group and and they discipled me over the course of a year, where I began asking the question of who is Jesus? What is prayer? How do we touch God? How do we reach God? How do we communicate? And that was where I found Jesus. And I ended up walking down the aisle at a Sunday evening camp church service on August twenty first, nineteen eighty-three.

And very soon after that, was handed a tract that told me that I needed to vote for Reagan, even though I was only 14 years old, I couldn’t vote. Where am I who am I gonna vote for at 14 years old? So I got that tract and I took it home to my sister and I shared with her, you know, if Mondale wins, I think it was Mondale, We’re all gonna be rounded up into concentration camps, because that’s what the track said. Mondale is the Antichrist and he’s gonna round up all the children and put them in concentration camps. Well, you know, just come to think of it, there is a leader that we have right now that is rounding up children and putting them in concentration camps. Maybe we should think about the Antichrist in that direction. Hmm, somebody said, hm.

Rev. Ruth Perry (08:24)
Yep.

Lisa Sharon Harper (08:25)
So anyway, right. So I for a long period was deeply like yourself, deeply embedded in the white evangelical church. was in campus mostly parachurch ministries, but also the church. I mean, I went to a United Methodist church before quote before they said before they went liberal. The UMC went liberal.

And I was in Campus Crusade for Christ, back when it was called Campus Crusade for Christ in the 1980s. I was in Intervarsity in grad school and then went on staff with intervarsity in the 1990s. And so I was on staff with intervarsity for 10 years and deeply committed to that evangelical vision of the world.

I had no questions and no qualms, except that by that time I had begun to understand that this race thing is for real and we need to deal with it within the evangelical church. I had not done major reading on it. I’d only read, interestingly, evangelicals’ take on it, which obviously doesn’t give you the whole story. But it was the experience of pilgrimage in two thousand three that changed everything for me.

I had already been leading in racial reconciliation in Greater Los Angeles with Intervarsity, now on staff with them for several years. And we did a pilgrimage called The Pilgrimage for Reconciliation. And it retraced the Cherokee Trail of Tears for the first two weeks and the African experience in America for the last two weeks. We were on the road for a month. Most people don’t do that now. It was a million-dollar project, it was crazy.

And it was Intervarsity. Intervarsity did this. they made this investment because back in the 1990s they actually did get deeply invested in racial reconciliation, but they found that people were beginning to complain that it was pulling them away from the real work of Christianity, which is evangelism. And so they were trying to figure out what’s the relationship between the two. There is a relationship in scripture, and you see that most clearly in ironically, Luke.

Luke four, when Jesus shows up on the scene and it’s his inaugural address and he says, Why have I come? Here’s what I why I’ve come. And he reads from Isaiah sixty one, I have come to proclaim good news to the oppressed, to the captive, release for the captive. the blind will see and the year of the Lord’s favor, which is economic like an economic overturning. It’s where the high are brought low and those who are low are brought high. There’s an evening of the playing field economically in the Jubilee.

And so that was Jesus’s inaugural address. And so I was struck on this pilgrimage that this biblical concept of shalom incorporated that vision that we see in Luke. It held both. It held both the good news of Jesus and the reality that all things must be reconciled, not only back to God, but to each other. That the fall, the fall itself was not only a break between humanity and God, it was a break between all things. All things. And so God’s vision is not so small that he and she only imagines that only humans can be reconciled or should be reconciled to God. God’s vision is expansive. It is eternal. It is infinity. It is all things being reconciled to all things, including our relationship with God.

And and the relationship between the genders and the relationship between us and the rest of creation. No whales need to be saved. No manatee need to be saved. No elephants need to be rescued from zoos. No lions are emaciating in captivity. You hear what I’m saying? You hear what I’m saying?

Rev. Ruth Perry (12:00)
Yeah.

Lisa Sharon Harper (12:00)
And there’s no climate change because in that vision we are stewarding the wellness of all the relationships in creation and the wellness of the systems that govern us, all of us. They govern us in ways that bless all. There is no cursing on the first page of the Bible, which is where this is all grounded. And so that pilgrimage really challenged my simplistic, incredibly narrow view of the gospel that I inherited from Intervarsity and Campus Crusade, mostly Campus Crusade, that four spiritual laws, right? And it challenged it.

It blew it up. And that’s where for the next thirteen years I really wrestled in the scripture through this concept of shalom. And that’s where The Very Good Gospel was born. It was born out of that wrestling. And it was born out of me speaking on it for thirteen years in various ways. And then finally people just started in my last few years, they said, Where can I read this? Where can and I’d have to point them to like ten different books that I was getting it from.

And then finally I just heard God say, Write the book, it’s time for you to write the book. So I wrote it.

Rev. Ruth Perry (13:06)
I feel like the well, I don’t feel like the evangelical culture is individualistic and it does emphasize authority and give hierarchy to some and put others under other, you know.

Lisa Sharon Harper (13:19)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (13:20)
And so reading The Very Good Gospel was the first time that I had all of those hierarchies plateaued and recognized where is the resistance in evangelical culture to caring for the planet? Like there’s so many things in evangelical culture that are contrary when you really think about caring for God’s good creation, where we would prioritize capitalism over caring for our vulnerable and marginalized and poor.

People in my area, they had a community wide revival this every year, but this past year the speaker, was talking about false gospels and the very first one is social justice. What is the resistance in evangelical culture to breaking down these hierarchies and to living with the ethic of shalom and abundance for all. Where does that come from, Lisa?

Lisa Sharon Harper (14:06)
Okay, let’s talk.

Rev. Ruth Perry (14:07)
Yeah.

Lisa Sharon Harper (14:08)
Well, that’s a great question, and there is a very clear answer to that. Where does it come from? Randy Woodley, another mentor of mine and dear friend, theologian and practitioner, he traces it back to Plato and Aristotle. And and actually now that I’m reading a bunch of scholars for my own dis p PhD work, a lot of people are doing that. They’re tracing it back to Plato and Aristotle. they had this thing called dualism, right? So Platonic dualism. And in a dualistic worldview, things are either/or. They are light or dark, they are good or evil, they are either or. There’s not gradations, there’s not story. and there’s not nuance.

Rev. Ruth Perry (14:45)
Nuance, complexity, yeah.

Lisa Sharon Harper (14:48)
There’s not flesh, it’s not human, it’s actually a very mechanized, a mechanized worldview. And so the way that dualism has worked, and what Randy talks about is that once you have a worldview where things are either or, and that is your central worldview, and you then apply that to all kinds of things, including the body and the spirit, right?

So there’s either body or spirit. There’s not gradations and there’s not nuance and there’s there’s not and and then you add to that Aristotle’s hierarchies of human belonging, where Aristotle was actually Plato’s student and his accolate. And ten years after Plato wrote The Republic, Aristotle writes on politics, which is actually a compilation of his various lectures right and and writings. But politics he actually says explicitly if you have been conquered you have proven that you were created to be enslaved.

He literally says this. So he is the one who takes that dualistic worldview and puts it on steroids and then begins to bifurcate humanity. Because before that, they were saying, well, humans are above the animals and da-da-da. But now you have some humans are above other humans, right? So the civilized are above the barbarians, right? That was what Aristotle was thinking. That’s the worldview.

They didn’t have a white-black worldview yet. That was the enlightenment period. But then you get down to the enlightenment period and they’re taking that thinking forward, and that’s where you get the Doctrine of Discovery, is in that period, right? So the quote enlightenment period is also from the perspective of those who were conquered in that time, it was the age of conquest, not the age of discovery. It was the age of conquest. And there were ways that the church was complicit in that, the doctrine of discovery.

comes from the church. It actually is founded in the Catholic Church that declared that taking the logic of Aristotle that gave permission for explorers who went out all over the world and discovered land, right, that had uncivilized, unchristian people on it, okay, you can go and take that land and you can enslave the people according to Aristotle. Not according to scripture. According to Aristotle.

And now you get scripture interpreted through the framework of Aristotle. And then you have to ask, all right, what is the authority here? What is the authority that that Pope, Pope Nicholas V, right? What’s the authority he was resting on? Well, he was resting on the authority of Aristotle in order to interpret the Scripture in a certain way, but you can’t when you just look at the basic makeup of that scripture, you can’t do that. Genesis was written by recently enslaved people.

You’re not going to get a justification for slavery from recently enslaved people. Jesus comes from a lineage of serially enslaved people. At the time that Jesus was born, the year that Jesus was born, 500 people were crucified per day, when a centurion marched through the Northern Galilee territory and cru s basically squashed an attempted uprising against Caesar because they were being occupied. So this general crucified five hundred people per day. Five hundred.

So that was happening the year Jesus was born because people were trying to rise up against the oppression, the imperial opp impression against them. And that comes down, it trickles down. Our lead authority then becomes secular philosophy, not actually the scripture, and certainly not Jesus, who proclaimed in Luke 4, this is why I came. And so now we’re interpreting Jesus through the lens of Aristotle, through the lens of of of Romanized Paul.

Right, who actually goes through his own, we see him go through kind of a conversion over the course of his life in terms of who he says is in and who’s out, right? So why does the church so complicit in it? Because the church is all up in it for like the last six hundred years. The church has been all up in it.

Rev. Ruth Perry (18:56)
Yeah. And I hear a lot of fear mongering because now I’ve moved to the South and I live in the Bible Belt. I think it’s nine years this month. Eight years ago I came to a Red Letter Christian revival that you came and spoke at and you prayed for me because I was having a hard time adjusting to living in this area where there’s a lot of Christianity but a lot of blindness. It seems to be, what’s the word? Like intentional blindness.

Lisa Sharon Harper (19:24)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (19:24)
We’re in a community that has black neighbors. But how well do we know their story of being here in this town?

Lisa Sharon Harper (19:32)
Well, I think when you move it forward into the American context, particularly the American South. I did some research recently in the course of you know PhD studies on the history of the Southern Baptist Church. I’m no Southern Baptist Church scholar, but it doesn’t take much to do some basic history. And Reverend Richard Furman was the Southern Charleston Baptist Church, the first Baptist Church in Charleston, back in the 1840s. No, 1820s, 1821, 22, when Denmark VC attempted an insurrection. And it was going to be one of the largest rebellions in the South up to that point. There had actually, up to that point, been like a thousand possible attempted rebellions and rebellions across the South from the 1700s forward. This was not an unusual thing.

But Denmark VC was highly organized and he was going to have a major uprising. And it was squashed because someone, another black person actually ratted him out. And so he was beheaded along with the people who were rising up with him, and their heads were put on stakes all over South Carolina. And Richard Furman, the pastor, he went against the tide at the time. The tide at the time, in light of of DeMarc VC’s attempted insurrection, was to say, maybe we need to incrementally do away with this slavery thing. That was literally what people in South Carolina were saying. Maybe we shouldn’t have this anymore. Maybe we need to, you know, do away with this. Richard Furman, who had seven slaves of his own, he rose up and said, No, we need to entrench it further. We need to get more heinous with them.

Of course, he didn’t use that word, and he is actually one of the people who actually created the more heinous slave codes that came out as a result of that. And he gave the theological biblical exegesis or the argument support or apologetic for slavery. He gave that. And that ended up being the same apologetic that they then used during the Jim Crow era. So that one pastor gave america about about 150 years of evil. And it was only about 20 years that he convened the very first convention of the Baptist Church in the South, there in South Carolina.

And of course the Southern Baptist denomination was born about twenty years later, when the Northern Baptists were now saying, Well, wait a minute, we shouldn’t have this slavery thing and and no, you can’t send missionaries overseas if they hold slaves. And the Southern Baptists, armed with Furman’s theology said yes we can and so they broke off from the Baptists and actually in that period every single denomination in the country, every denomination experienced a split along the lines of slavery. Every denomination did and so when people say well they were just a person of their era no they weren’t they made a choice.

Because there were a good number of people who actually were not for it because of their faith. and the abolitionist movement, headed like spearheaded by the black church, was among them, right? So was leading that charge and and they understood clearly that you cannot you cannot enslave another human being you cannot subjugate the image of God on earth and then claim to follow God. You just can’t do that. So, how do we have what we have today? Richard Furman created this apologetic for slavery. And who did that benefit?

Who does that? It benefits the slaveholder. It benefits the slaveholder’s bank account. That’s what it benefited. They got to have free labor and justify it. And they didn’t only have free labor, they created slave farms. I mean they dug into, they got blood on their teeth for the depth of evil that they participated in. And they did it through the cover that they got from their theological apologetic for slavery. And with blood dripping from their mouths, they then went and preached the gospel in church. They never repented for that.

They went to war to protect it and lost. And then once the 13th, 14th, 15th Amendments were passed, they began to understand, you know, there’s consequences for what we’ve done. But then once the compromise of 1876-77 happens, what do they do? They bring back out Richard Furman’s theology.

And they used that as the theological cover for Jim Crow, which literally just continued the culture of the plantation, the white men walking into the homes of black men and and and black families and literally in front of the children and the husbands raping the wives at will. Stringing up and lynching nearly six thousand people over the course of ninety years, not even a hundred years. Six thousand people.

With impunity because it was the theology was so pervasive across the South that it permeated into the judicial system, into the policing, I mean police was actually created in order to entrench it. Right? So how do we have what we have right now? Like how is the church, especially in the South, willfully ignorant because they are doing what they’ve always done. They are spinning the story.

They have spun the story. They have omitted their evil. Why is it that most white people in Tulsa, Oklahoma have no idea that the Tulsa massacre ever happened? Because they were not taught it. They went silent on this day or several days when they went blood dripping from their mouths. And they never told their children that they did that. Now their children don’t know. And they’ve only picked up their politics and so they’re, you know, dedicated Republicans.

Rev. Ruth Perry (25:14)
And more upset about having to take down Confederate statues and the Confederate flag and more upset about transgender people. There’s so many inconsequential

Lisa Sharon Harper (25:22)
So stupid. Stupid stuff.

Rev. Ruth Perry (25:24)
things that they just stay angry about

Lisa Sharon Harper (25:26)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (25:26)
so that they don’t have to face the truth. But the truth sets us free.

Lisa Sharon Harper (25:29)
Exactly. It’s like, why? What is it? Like, why can’t people just say, We were so wrong. We were just so wrong. And that’s okay. We’re not lesser human beings because we were wrong. We were just wrong. And we did wrong. And now, you know, things need to change.

I mean this is I think this is literally the big question of the day. But here’s what I think about that. I think that the reason why it is so hard for white Christians to face slavery, like really face it, what it really was, and the reality of it is because repentance is a small death. You know, I talk about that in The Very Good Gospel. It’s a small form of death. It’s death to self. It’s death to the rightness of the self. it’s death to ego. It’s it’s death to the vision of dominance.

And if you believe, which I do believe this this is a core belief of people of European descent, and I say that specifically European descent because i it’s not held within indigenous peoples around the world. But a core belief of people of European descent is that to be well you must dominate. And I think that comes from Aristotle, Plato.

Dualistic thinking, either/or winner/loser thinking. You know, everybody’s trying to figure out we how do we dig our way out of this? I really do believe the answer is in our faith. It is repentance, it is confession of the truth. And by repentance what I mean is not just saying I’m sorry, but to literally give reparations, to repair what was broken, to repair the imbalance of power, to share power.

But I think that there is this fundamental belief in people of European descent that power cannot be shared, that either you will dominate or you will be dominated. Because that was the experience in Europe for millennia, right? Like they literally did go for millennia, multiple millennia, dominating each other. That was the thing. But there are people groups, there are regions of the world like where domination was not necessarily the thing. It wasn’t the goal. It wasn’t it was just to live and to live in harmony actually. Again, that’s something that I learned from my mentor and friend, Randy Woodley, that the ethic of indigenous people is actually harmony. It’s not winning. It’s harmony. And so we can all learn from that. And by indigenous I don’t just mean

Native American, I mean people who are indigenous to their land all over the world. I mean the Sami people up in northern Europe, and the Celtic people, and people of every African nation, the Aeroba, the Igbo. I mean, these are ethics that are held almost nearly universally within indigenous peoples. And it is when you break the relationship with land, when you leave your land in order to go out and dominate the other, that’s when that is broken and that’s what Europe did. That’s why you I think Europe has a unique responsibility for people of European descent have a unique responsibility for the ethic of domination that permeates our world today. Because y’all won. You won.

Rev. Ruth Perry (28:43)
Yeah.

Lisa Sharon Harper (28:44)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (28:44)
So good theology restores and reconciles and leads to abundance and healing and beautiful things? the fruit of poor theology is bad. And we can see the fruit. Today we see it in the concentration camps and the people being unlawfully detained and held and people dying in our streets, and we see it in USAID being cut and millions of people that are gonna die from that, and the Palestinians that have been genocided, and I mean there’s so many examples of ways that poor theology has led to death and destruction. And the

Lisa Sharon Harper (29:16)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (29:16)
fruit is there to see if you can be open to seeing it and experiencing that death of repentance. Can you make a biblical case for Shalom and this theological framework of abundance and no hierarchies and all of The Very Good Gospel. Yeah.

Lisa Sharon Harper (29:31)
Yeah. Talk about The Very Good Gospel. I mean, here’s the thing is that, you know, one of what I’ve learned about Shalom is that as I talked about earlier, we were created for overwhelmingly good relationship and relatedness between all things. That’s what we were created for. And that meant that there was blessing and no cursing. And I believe that the scripture in the first chapter of Genesis is through an epic poem explaining to us what we were created for and how we were created to be in relationship with each other.

And we get another account of creation in Genesis two. It’s much more intimate. It’s God’s hands and the muck, right? It’s, you know, literally God creating human from the earth. And and we see a much more detailed, it’s not epic poetry anymore now, it’s story. And in that story, we see that the climax of the story is actually the flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone, and the first creation of community on Earth, which is Ish and Isha, and that the human now has community and we are bound to each other.

And then you see the fall. And in the fall, what happens is that each of those relationships that God had just declared overwhelmingly good, a chapter and a verse ago in chapter one are all torn down. That’s the fall. They fall down. Those relationships fall down. And they fall one by one, starting with the relationship between us and ourselves, when we run and we hide from God, that’s shame entering into the world and and our relationship with God falls in that same moment, you know, when we’re hiding from God. And then our relationship between the genders just crashes to the ground when the man points at the woman and says, She made me do it, right? And now the woman is going to yearn for her husband, even though being with her husband is going to make her come to near death and and death in some cases in childbirth, right?

And even after having that child and suffering all of that pain, she will forget the pain and still go back to her husband and have to have pain all over again. This is the fall. This is the natural consequence of when we come out from under the covering of God. When we come out from under the call to steward the overwhelming wellness of all the relationships on earth. And how did we do that? We didn’t listen to God.

God said, don’t eat of the fruit of this tree of the knowledge of good and evil. And I don’t necessarily think that this is something that happened in history. When I now read the scholars, they actually believe that there’s lots of different understandings of what that means and what were they trying to communicate? But one thing I do know is they were trying to communicate truth.

So it may not be fact the way we understand fact and history today. History didn’t exist back then. History is again an Enlightenment era discipline, the way we understand it today, the recording of things that happened as they happened, through you know a particular lens. But back then they were not trying to record what happened, they were trying to share truth.

That was the goal of these texts and the moment of telling the stories and songs and the poems. And so the question I’m asking then is what is the truth that is being communicated through that Genesis 2 and Genesis 3 account? Well, the truth that is communicated is that God is God and we are not. That we are created in relationship with God and each other and the earth.

And that that relationship is broken when we grab at our own peace at the expense of the others. When God said, don’t eat of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, that knowledge was not just head knowledge. It’s literally kinetic in the body knowledge, experiential knowledge. So then I’m asking, how are they experiencing evil? How are they experiencing good and evil? Well, they’re experiencing it by not trusting God. First and foremost.

When God said, Don’t eat of the tree, that that command in itself gave them an opportunity to trust God and not eat of the tree or not trust God and eat of the tree. They chose not to trust God, and that broke relationship with God. And you can’t have shalom without God.

Because God is the author of Shalom. So after that, the natural consequence when we don’t trust God and God’s way to peace is that we lose peace. ‘Cause all that we can get for ourselves is broken peace because we are not God. So that’s when we see all of those relationships fall, and it’s like a snowball that grows like a becomes an avalanche, right? And it starts with that shame entering the world, but it ends with colonization and imperialism just fourteen chapters later.

Right, so you go from shame entering the world in chapter three to the relationship between humanity and creation and men and women and the agenders breaks and and then death enters the world and we’re driven from the garden and then the relationship between families breaks because of you. By the way, they are named Adornment and Shadow. So right there and it’s amazing, right? In Genesis 4, this is like what page 4

Rev. Ruth Perry (34:28)
man. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

Lisa Sharon Harper (34:32)
of the Bible, patriarchy enters the world. And it’s a break. It’s so far from naked and unashamed and clinging to one another. Now you have adornment and shadow.

on the fourth page of the Bible. And that is not God’s prescription for goodness. That is the consequence of grabbing peace in our own way. And then you see the Tower of Babel and the confusion of languages, which leads to ethnic enmity. And just a couple of chapters later leads to colonization. One king trying to exact his will over several smaller kings. And that’s where you get the first mention of the word war.

First mention of war. You know, fourteen chapters after Tov Meod, very good. So Shalom, the biblical concept of Shalom is grounded in that first chapter and second chapter of Genesis, where we see what overwhelmingly good related in relationship looks like. And it is restored to us when we follow God and God’s way. It’s the ethic, it’s how we live in the world together. It’s whether we are living our lives in ways that mend the broken relationships rather than capitalizing on them.

Rev. Ruth Perry (35:45)
It’s so powerful. I’m just thinking about the journey you went on as you wrote Fortune and

Lisa Sharon Harper (35:47)
Fortunate. Yeah. Yep.

Rev. Ruth Perry (35:51)
looked into your family’s history here in America and in the South, and all the ways that the world was designed and the systems were constructed to keep those relationships broken and to keep people under oppression. What was the spiritual and emotional impact of that journey for you.

Lisa Sharon Harper (36:10)
My goodness. I have to tell you, it was incredibly hard to write that book. I mean, it was incredibly hard for multiple reasons. Number one, it took thirty years of research. and I did not start the research thinking I was gonna write a book. I was really started the research as a black woman just trying to figure out who am I. I didn’t know the names of my great grandparents, except for one. I knew the name of one great grandparent and met her, like knew her as a as a child. but didn’t know anything beyond that.

So started the research with my mom. My mom actually is the one who went to the National Archives and was searching for this person and that person. And then in the early 2000s, I started to join her in that effort and started asking questions in the early 90s, but really joined her as an as a genealogist for our family in the in the early 2000s. And I was just boom, like I was overtaken by, wow, this is incredible. You know, a Gen Xer, I am the first generation to be able to know where we come from as African Americans because of DNA. Like that is a science that my mom did not have, my grandmother did not have. They did not know that we come from the Yoruba people and the house of people of Nigeria. When you trace it back through my matrilineal line, my mom’s mom’s mom, going back a thousand years, that’s where we were. We were with The House of People in northern Nigeria. We were with the Yoruba people in southwestern Nigeria.

Like when I first did my DNA and and it came back, obviously the thing that’s a little bit ironic about the whole DNA thing is that that technology is advancing all the time. It’s getting better and better and better and crisper and crisper. And so, the DNA story that shows up in our little pie charts when you when you send away for it and it comes back, it it changes. It gets more and more detailed and and even corrected over time. But I’ll never forget the first day that I got mine. I got it and I wept because it was clear to me in my body.

In fact, I don’t think it was only me that was weeping. I think it was all the ancestors who make up me, who literally, literally are me. My DNA is their DNA. I think they wept with me in that moment because it was a deep, deep weeping, because it was the first time that we knew where we were from. There is a healing work that comes when you are able to be grounded on land, know what land you are from. Because in that you don’t only know the land, you know the story, you know part of your people’s story. So I don’t know the ancestors’ names that came over. I haven’t d deep enough research like, you know, Alex Haley to go back and find my Kunta Kente.

But I do know Hannah Reynolds is the farthest back I can go on my mom’s, mom’s, mom’s matrilineal line. And so her ancestors stretch back to the Yoruba and Hausa people. I do know what happened to Nigerians. And to the Senegalese, which are also mixed up in my in my DNA, that Sambo Game, Fortune’s father, was from Senegal and it shows in a DNA. There are several people in our line that were Senegalese.

So that’s a story. That’s actually a traceable story. I can learn what happened to the Senegalese. I can learn, what ships they were brought over on. We actually know that now.

And so without knowing their names and their micro stories, I can know the macro story of what happened to my people. And that grounds me. That can ground me. Because until then, and let me just say this is really important, until I had that story, my experience of being a black person in America is very similar, interestingly, in this way to being a white person. That my

value, my purpose is only defined then by my blackness or your whiteness. And whiteness and blackness were created in order to define who has power and who doesn’t. Who has the power to own land and who doesn’t? Who has the power? Who has the right not to be enslaved and who doesn’t?

Who has the right to vote and who doesn’t? Like who has the ability to exercise agency in the world and who doesn’t? And theologically then speaking, who is human and who isn’t? Because what it means to be human is to exercise agency. To exercise dominion in the world. That’s agency. And so as a black woman who wasn’t able to trace my family.

I then needed to prove my worth. I needed to prove my worth based on what I could produce. Because that was how black worth was delineated in a black-white construct. In the antebellum South and in the Jim Crow era, we became as valuable as we could produce. You could produce less, you are less valuable. Literally, you take less money in the trade.

And so to be a valuable black person, I needed to be able produce my bales of cotton per se, right? And for people of European descent, being named white meant that you were placed automatically by virtue of the color of your skin and your ancestry in Europe. Particularly northern Europe.

That you were dubbed of the noble class. In other words, you got the opportunity to become a member of the noble class based on how much money you could gather, how much money you could accumulate. And the way to do that here was by owning enslaved people, right? That was the explicit, like explicit understanding. And so.

The question of whether or not you are a worthy white person. Whether you’re living into your whiteness, living up to your whiteness, or are you a failure as a white person? You know? I think a lot of the people who were out there on the mall on January 6th in 2021 are people who have failed at whiteness.

Right? They are not the ruling class. And they resent that. And they are looking at the other to say, you’re the reason why I’m not the ruling class. I need to subjugate you so that I can rise. Because that’s the logic of domination that permeated Europe. And so when I was writing Fortune, it was hard to write because one, it’s hard to actually have access to these ancient histories, these ancient in our terms in America, hundreds of years, especially for black people. And so I had to find ways to get around that by legitimately studying the meta histories in order to understand at least the circumstances within which my ancestors lived. But it also was really hard the closer I got to my generations because the facts are there and you actually know what happened. And now I as a writer, in order to communicate them clearly to you, I almost have to relive them.

And so it was incredibly painful. It was just an incredibly painful time. I’ll never forget. I’ll never forget. And actually this is ironic ’cause it’s the first chapter. It’s not a latter chapter. And the first chapter as I was researching for it. I’ll never forget the moment when I was doing the research on Fortune and Sarah and their families and how Fortune had several daughters that were also indentured.

And so did Sarah. One of her daughters, she was indentured, and she had children who were also indentured. And it’s like, what’s there happening? Because the law didn’t say that that indentured servitude was supposed to be generational like that. The law was very specific. You’re indentured if you are a servant and you have sex outside of marriage with somebody and you have a child in your indenture. Then you are indentured for a further three to seven years and your children are indentured for XYZ time. And this shifted over the first maybe first decade of these laws being passed around 1700. But it eventually shook out to say that if the father was white then your child would be indentured for twenty one years. And if the father was black, like if if a servant got it on with a a black enslaved man, then her children would be indentured for thirty one years, right? And I started doing the math on

Fortune’s children and how long they were indentured, and then Sarah’s children and how long they were indentured, because they actually do turn up free eventually, right? And it’s like twenty-one years. Twenty one. Which meant they were being raped regularly by their indenturers in order to gain free labor for another twenty one years for the family.

So they were generationally raping and impregnating each generation. And I when I saw that, because I was like, why is Sarah surrounded by women and there are no men in her picture? Like, why is there never a husband? And she was taken to court to be indentured, and her children were also taken to court in each generation to be indentured. And

why are there never any men? Is she in a brothel? Like I really was like, what’s going on here? And then I just started really no, no, no, she’s not in a brothel. She is in like really distinguished homes. Like the Fuchs family on the eastern shore of Maryland. They were gentry class. Like they were literally with William the Conqueror back at the time ten sixty-six, when he came they were at his right hand at that point.

They were indenturing Sarah. Right? Then she has children and they are indentured for twenty one years.

And the DNA. I traced it like when you could do this, you can’t do this now. They actually stopped this right around the time I was doing my research. They connected us DNA wise to the Fuchs family. Like I had Fuchs DNA in me. And that’s when I realized, my God. Well now they capped it. You can only go back five generations now. Right. They won’t let you see beyond five generations of your DNA. Who does that benefit?

Who does that benefit? So it was emotionally difficult to do the research. But I just felt and knew this is necessary because you have to know the truth to tell the truth. You’ve gotta seek the truth to know the truth. So I had to keep going. And I’m glad I did. And what I found in that research was that the remedy

Is right there in the center of our faith. It is the resurrection, it is the cross, it is Jesus who gives us the power to reverse the fall. Jesus conquered death. Jesus began to reverse the relationships between men and women. And we see that even in Paul’s epistles, who in some cases is saying, Don’t let women speak, but actually, in most cases, he is

lifting up and championing the women who are in the ministry, naming them first between their husbands and it like the women were the leaders, actually. you know, he names Junia, who is an apostle, he names her as an apostle, a woman. What does that mean? It means that she was leading the church an entire city. Like that’s that is a reversal of Lamak with his two wives.

Right? We see Paul again, pushed by his faith in this Jesus, this this brown colonized man who beat death, he then writes to an enslaver telling him to free his slave because his slave Philemon is now equal.

He says in Galatians that if you have been baptized in Christ, there is no longer slave or free, male or female, Jew or Greek. In other words, your lens that empire has given you, really, the lens of dualism, the lens of either or, the lens of domination, it gets washed in the water of baptism. It gets washed away. And all you you see when you come up is the image of God, the call of each and every person to exercise stewardship of the world, to be able to exercise agency in the world. And that means that slavery must go. That means that subjugation must end. That means there is no longer Jew or Greek. There is no longer slave or free. There is no longer male or female. And that doesn’t mean that these people don’t exist. It means that the logics of domination do not exist within the kingdom of God. So you cannot be a citizen in the kingdom of God and operate according to the logics of domination.

You just can’t.

Rev. Ruth Perry (48:02)
And our hope is that Jesus is going to return and we’re gonna live in a new creation where all of the divisions have been healed and everything that the fall broke is going to be restored. And so we can get on board now in that ministry

Lisa Sharon Harper (48:15)
Come on.

Rev. Ruth Perry (48:16)
of reconciliation. Why wait? You know, this is what we look forward to. We don’t want to be at enmity with our neighbors. We want to love them and want for them what God wants for them.

Lisa Sharon Harper (48:24)
And let me just say, we don’t want to be at enmity with God.

Rev. Ruth Perry (48:27)
No.

Lisa Sharon Harper (48:27)
You don’t want to be at war with God. Because when you participate in the subjugation of the image of God on earth, you are actually waging war against the kingdom of God on earth. Because the image of the king in ancient times was a marker of where the king rules. And the image of God is in each of us.

So when you subjugate another human being, you are subjugating the image of God. I think that’s how God sees it. I think God understands that you are waging war against God. So what is it going to take then for us to lay down our arms against God? I think it’s gonna take repentance. It’s gonna take baptism.

Rev. Ruth Perry (49:05)
I think that’s where we need to end today. I want people to sit with that or reflect on that. I want people to read Fortune and The Very Good Gospel

Lisa Sharon Harper (49:10)
Yeah.

Rev. Ruth Perry (49:14)
and to follow you. Where’s the best way to follow you, Lisa?

Lisa Sharon Harper (49:17)
The best way to follow is on Substack.

Rev. Ruth Perry (49:19)
Okay.

Lisa Sharon Harper (49:20)
Now Substack will get you linked to everything else, right? So my Instagram page is also a great place to be. And also of course Facebook, all the socials, LinkedIn, all the rest. But Substack is where you’re gonna find my writing. It’s where you’re gonna find out about things that are happening and offers and so Substack at Lisa Sharon Harper and you’ll find everything you need there.

Rev. Ruth Perry (49:39)
Thank you so much for coming on my podcast and sharing such an important and powerful message today. God bless.

Lisa Sharon Harper (49:45)
God bless you. Thank you.


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It’s Okay to Walk Away

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I’m a nail biter and drink my coffee sans foam art, but otherwise this is totally me.

I made a rash decision yesterday to comment on a Desiring God post by John Piper about the decline of male headship theology.  He was saying that “Christlike headship will endure because it is true to God’s word,” and in explaining its decline, he said that those who are becoming egalitarians are being influenced by secularism or are bitter.

This was my comment:

I can tell you why I became an egalitarian, if you are really curious. I grew up Conservative Baptist, went to an Evangelical college, went to a reformed seminary, maintaining my complementarian worldview/interpretive lens. Along the way I met some egalitarians who deeply loved God, had beautiful marriages, and held to the Bible’s authority with a high view of Scripture. Not like I had been taught egalitarians were like. Then one day, as a stay-at-home homeschooling mom, I was sitting in a Bible study and heard God say loud and clear to me: “I want you to co-pastor with your husband.” I was not reading “liberal” theologians, I had little “secular” influence in my life, and I was not bitter about my role. I am naturally a submissive, quiet person. So I started studying the issue of women in ministry and was convinced by egalitarian interpretations. I think it is helpful to talk to actual egalitarians about why they believe what they believe rather than speculating and painting them as secular or bitter. The Bible tells us to consider others better than ourselves, so in the least, we can give others the benefit of the doubt rather than mischaracterizing their motivations. We are all brothers and sisters in Christ regardless of our complementarianism/egalitarianism, so let us love one another.

I regretted this comment pretty quickly, after receiving the first two comments:

Ken Edwards: Anytime someone says they’ve heard from the Lord I always hope they’ll compare what they’ve heard with scripture. If the two don’t line up one might be wise to question who was speaking.

Annie Carder: Your definition of “submissive” is off. There’s your problem.

I sat on these comments for an hour, telling myself, “You don’t have to reply.  You can walk away,” then I replied,

I realize I posted in complementarian territory, and we all don’t know each other from Adam. Just wanted to say that the overall premise of the argument that egalitarians are influenced by secularism or bitterness is 1) unloving, 2) counter to my experience knowing many egalitarians, 3) untrue of my own change to egalitarianism. Just wanted to make the suggestion that y’all talk to egalitarians as brothers and sisters in Christ rather than maligning them and never engaging with their actual arguments.

At what point do you walk away?  I should have trusted my instinct.  I was in an unsafe place.  When complementarians comment on posts on The Beautiful Kingdom Warriors FB page, I always treat them with respect, kindness, and hospitality.  It is rare that I am treated well on complementarian playgrounds.  They assume that I am worldly and bitter, so they gift me with “tough love.”  Like this man who emerged next…

Steve Hulbert: But then you’re not engaging with what’s being said to you…

I took the bait.

To Ken Edwards: I definitely did. Had to read egalitarian theologians and pastors to understand their interpretation of headship, creation order, women in ministry, etc. Have been taught the complementarian perspective all my life and it always seemed clear and right to me, so I was shocked by the idea of co-pastoring. Also have never experienced anything like that before or since. The next day, someone recommended the book “How I Changed My Mind About Women in Leadership” and this article by Dr. Walt Kaiser, and I haven’t really stopped reading since then (five or six years). http://www.walterckaiserjr.com/women.html

To Annie Carder: Didn’t realize I had defined submission in my original post. Was just trying to say that submitting to my husband as the head of the family was not hard nor was it making me bitter or power hungry. I find that egalitarians take submission further, with mutual submission.

To Steve Hulbert: I was regretting my post, feeling gun-shy about being the odd one out in this comment thread.  I appreciate everyone’s kindness.

Then Steve started in.  He stuck around until he told me to get lost, pretty much.  But here’s how he began:

Steve Hulbert: I’m reading that link and it’s pretty much what I would have expected: poring over many small details and blaming mistranslation for what the text appears to say. It doesn’t make any sense in the context of Corinthians 11 to say that the sign of authority is a sign of the woman’s power when the preceding verse has said that woman was created for man and not vice versa, and earlier that the man is the head of woman. I’m no expert to interpret that passage but I notice he’s only referred to one verse and nothing about the rest of the context.

To which I replied,

Thanks for reading the article! I hate debating but can send links at light speed if anyone ever wants more info. Another egalitarian resource is newlife.id.au. Here’s her post on 1 Corinthians 11: http://newlife.id.au/…/the-chiasm-in-1-corinthians-11…/

Then got this gem, which I ignored:

Enoque Júnio Calado: So did Mohamed, so did John Smith. All have claimed they heard the voice of God and created false religions. No further revelation apart from the bible should be made into doctrine, and those who plainly deny the scriptures should be anathema.

Sola Scriptura

And this,

Jason Warner: Such a facinating discussion. As I see it…evangelical comps and evangelical egalitarians essentially function in the same way. Russel Moore has commented on this as well – regarding the inconsistency of comps on paper and in function – that comps want to check the comp box. Piper and Grudem created the comp concept, as we know it now, within the last 30 years. But even those within the Reformed camp do not agree on what it actually means or how far to take the concept (home, church, work, Trinity, etc.). Last year’s ESS uproar is an example of the “infighting.”

I liked that one.  Then got this,

Joye Stewart: Found this on the internet..

The place to begin in this, as in other biblical questions, is to ask, “What does the Bible say?” Even a cursory reading of the pertinent texts reveals three important observations: 1) there were no known women pastors in New Testament times; 2) none of the instructions regarding church order include instructions for women pastors; and 3) some texts on church order explicitly forbid women to occupy that role. Paul, in 1 Tim. 2:12, states, “I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man” (NIV) . This verse is introduced by a statement that women should learn “in silence,” and it is followed by the statement that “she must be silent.” The word silence means being possessed by a calmness of spirit and peaceful disposition. It is set as the opposite to “teaching” and “having authority over a man.” Paul does not expect that women will not or can not learn or teach (compare with Titus 2:3-5 and 2 Tim. 1:5; 3:14,15). He states that they cannot teach or have authority over men. Thus, they cannot have a pastoral position, or perform the pastoral function, for that puts them in authority over men.

If the scripture says women are not to teach or have authority over men, then I would follow the scripture over the voices in my head.

I didn’t have to sit around deciding whether or not to reply to this comment.  Outright misinformation needs correction, for the sake of silent observers.  I said,

In reply to point 1, there are many known women in ministry in the New Testament, even in relation to men. Junia, Lydia, Peter’s daughters, Phoebe, etc. https://godswordtowomen.org/pastors.htm

Per point 2, many instructions have been interpreted with male pronouns where the original text was inclusive. The Holy Spirit descended on men and women at Pentecost, the gifts of the Spirit are never gender specific. It was prophesied that “your sons and daughters will prophecy” and that has come to pass.

Per point 3, I believe the egalitarian interpretations of those passages are compelling and align more with the overall message of Scripture – men and women are both fully created in the image of God and were both given dominion and authority by God. Both men and women are told to submit to one another and to serve and make disciples. The first missionary was a woman (the Samaritan woman at the well evangelized her whole city), and the first person to preach the resurrected Christ was Mary.

Jason Warner commented again, and he seems to be a super nice complementarian. Very kind and gracious.

Jason Warner: Ruth – comps have strong biblical support as it relates to some specifics (elders, etc.) too. You bring up good points to consider though. The idea that women in the Bible didn’t always operate within the modern “comp” structure is an example of how difficult it is to pinpoint what comp actually looks like on any consistent level. Once one gets past elders and pastors (Catholics would then be comps too if that’s the measuring stick) it become merely, in my view, much about talk and labels. I’d like to see Piper and OT Deborah work this out together …now that would be interesting!

Me to Jason Warner: yes, I agree. Comp theology always made sense to me….until it didn’t anymore.

And then Steve got back to me.

Steve Hulbert: So you don’t have an answer to my point then.

Please don’t spam this page with questionable links.

Does Steve run the Desiring God page?  Did he even open the link?  Marg Mowzcko’s blog is a highly rated Bible scholarship website.

Got these lovely comments next:

Julie Castin Cordeiro: praise the Lord!!! I am getting a master in theology…my husband is a 3year convert. God has called me to ministry not him.

Ruth dont waste your time…God has called you be happy and submit to His calling. If these who object you can prove your gifts are from the devil, then ok…otherwise praise the Lord and serve ❤ . And by the way ridiculous those who compare your quiet time with the Lord with Mohammed…like they never read and heard God speak!!!

Rosie Turner: Thank you for sharing Ruth, I agree with you 100% and it is encouraging to hear your voice on this thread and after reading such an upsetting article from DG. Thank you.

And these not-so-nice comments:

Darnell Turner: That was Satan not God.

Joye Stewart: Sorry but I don’t buy into that Ruth. You’re forgetting your place. Whenever someone says God spoke to them I always cringe. The devil is a liar. The best lies are the ones that are mix: ed with a little truth. It doesn’t say that you should be a doormat in the Bible but you are not equal with men and you’re not to have authority over them. You’re making up your own gospel to suit your fleshly desires. The devil was proud and wanted to be equal too, he wanted to be God and he was cast down for his rebellion. The devil spoke to Eve and she ignored Gods instruction seems like a mistake a lot of women nowadays are making.

Steve likes Joye’s comments.

Had the conversation with myself again, “What are you doing here?  Walk away!”

Didn’t listen.  Things went downhill quickly from here.

To Steve Hulbert: Walt Kaiser was the president of Gordon-Conwell Seminary, where Tim Keller went. Not a scholar to dismiss, someone to engage with and consider. I got the feeling that you were trying to find the weakest argument in his article that you could defeat and I am not interested in debate. I find that debate is not a fruitful endeavor when both sides are in defense mode rather than listening to understand. My primary beef with the original article by John Piper was that he was maligning egalitarians to complementarians who are eager to agree. If you really believe male headship will stand the test of time, you can defend it without tearing down your “enemies,” who are actually part of the Church. I shared another article on the passage you asked about because if you want to understand egalitarian theology, an actual theologian will explain it better than I can.

To Joye Stewart: Paul said that Adam was the one who sinned. Both sinned, both were punished, and that is where hierarchy among gender began. In the Creation story, God told both Adam and Eve to rule over Creation. The Hebrew “ezer kenegdo” that is translated “suitable helper” literally means “corresponding strength.” God is repeatedly our “ezer” throughout the Bible, swooping in to “help” God’s people in battle, and is in no way subordinate to us. “Kenegdo” connotes equality, partnership. Together, men and women are a strong, dynamic duo. No gender hierarchy in God’s original design. Makes sense that God would give Adam a partner rather than an assistant for the big task of ruling Creation. Two heads are better than one, it’s not good to be unequally yoked, etc.

Steve Hulbert: I didn’t look for a weak argument. I found one on the first page.

Sarah Allen: And yet, in Britain there are women in the role of prime minister and head of police, there are women working as judges, police officers, CEOs, university lectures… everywhere there are women in positions of authority; instructing, guiding and managing the lives of men and other women. Why can equality not translate to the church?

Me to Steve Hulbert: Ok, I respect your pov. We probably aren’t going to change each others minds but I appreciate your gentlemanly engagement.

Steve Hulbert: “Why can the church not be more like the world”

I wish every egalitarian would be so honest

Me to Steve Hulbert: patriarchy is the way of the world. Although the tide is shifting towards equality in some cultures, we aren’t there. It would be nice if the Church were leading the way, as the early Church did in elevating the status of women.

Steve Hulbert: Ruth I feel rather nauseous hearing you talk about something God has clearly instituted as “the world’s way”. I think perhaps we should quit while we’re behind.

Steve Hulbert: It grieves me that godly submission is being misunderstood and resisted in the church as in the world. God led me to start taking a submissive attitude to my father and it’s been a challenge as I’ve always liked to think I know better than him. But it’s a game changer in terms of how God is able to bless you. Submission is so much at the heart of God’s way of life that you forfeit your blessings in a huge way by not embracing it. Joye will probably tell you precisely that if you listen instead of arguing. Feminism is of the enemy. Rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft and that’s what feminist is. I’ve had to learn to put aside the MRA stuff and the bitterness it engenders which is fine for the world but not fit for God’s people. You’ll be misled into thinking feminism is better and it’s not. Entitlement culture is not God’s culture. Grasping for equality is the antithesis of Christlikeness. In fact making sinners feel or appear equal has never been a biblical concern or slavery would have been prohibited.

Since I was making Steve nauseous with my argumentativeness, I let him have the last word and will leave things at that.  I realize that I don’t have to attend every argument I am invited to, but it is a fine line figuring out when you are having a fruitful conversation and when things are becoming toxic.  It’s not every day that I get compared to Mohamed and John Smith, get called entitled, bitter, grasping.  I reject those words.

This comment thread was also a good reminder to me to watch my words so that I do not do this to others.  It is tough to oppose a doctrine that I believe is inherently abusive without demeaning those who hold to it.  How else can you describe a system that subjugates some under the authority of others due to one factor alone: gender?  Not spiritual maturity, callings or gifts.  Gender.  GENITALIA.

Hierarchy in the Church sidelines the majority and celebrates the ministry of the few, the John Pipers.  Their words have authority and power while others, who also have a relationship with God and have the power of the Holy Spirit within them, are powerless in the Church.  It is not just women but also most men who find their God-given authority and gifts unused and unvalued in hierarchical churches.

We must also consider the epidemic of domestic violence and emotional abuse in the Church.  Or the epidemic of gender violence, rape culture, sexism, FGM and femicide, financial inequality, objectification and sex slavery, etc., in our world.  Let the Church be a force for the empowerment and honoring of women and girls!  Let us heal the brokenness that patriarchy has brought to the world since the Fall!

Typing conversations is hard.  It is easy to misunderstand and hear unintended tones.  The moral of this story should be, love one another, give one another the benefit of the doubt, and if your gut is telling you to walk away, listen! 😉


Here’s a link to the comment thread on FB if you’d like to see how it has devolved since I posted this article.